[I fell in love with an Angel] – a poem by Stuart Crossley. All poetry poets – All Poetry

https://allpoetry.com/poem/13325039-I-fell-in-love-with-an-Angel-by-Stuart-Crossley

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a related incident…

…Another beautiful blonde came into my life!-She was astounding!-How lucky was I to even be in her presence.

Is it fate?I should explain,some years ago,I split up with a blonde,to this day I will never know who is more hurt.
I must confess,I wanted to die,I loved her so much,an album (bizarrely)saved me.An album by Linkin Park -Minutes to midnight,that album (along with another which created a dichotomy)’talked’ me out of ending my life.What began (the albums I mean) as ┬árepresenting love,ended in a feeling of agony,which never truly left.Wherever She is (out of respect I will not name her)I will always love her,but I wish her all the best whatever She does in life.
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The above relates to the girl from 2009.

As to the other girl,She could have been from yesterday (2017)-In short,I mean no disrespect,love and respect yourselves girls,you are all special.

…He kissed her under a serene moon.  flowing sheets fell before their eyes. they saw each other and realized they loved each other…
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…they both awoke,alone,as always,

“Who is it I constantly dream about?”-they both thought.

They both fell asleep again,to escape their lonely lives,possibly…
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…She kissed him under a serene moon…

Should I be here at all?

In a moment of anger(they were in the middle of a very heated argument)She replied thus:’…Well maybe not,if that is even a question in your mind,well maybe we should no longer be lovers.’

He killed himself at that moment(he could not bear life without her beautiful heart ‘Is this the end for me also?’-The young girl spoke aloud.

…A continuation on that ending to a relationship(and many other endings),has always existed through all time…

The question I have to ask,oh forget it,’I'{for all time}have already known the answer{before a reply was even given}.

‘I sat on this distant moon,the moon I am(it seems),
condemned to reside

I do wonder,as I sit here in silence
I view the fiery orb ,that which is before me
And yet I wonder…

…Is anything beyond the fire I do espie?
…I have heard (though I am sure it is a myth) that a water world,a paradise is on the other side,where life and love are such perfection!

-I dream so much of this waterworld,as I sit on my desolated moon planet,staring,just staring at the fiery orb beneath me,in my line of vision.’
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‘From my viewpoint,I stare into the waters above me,the murk that prevents me from seeing further…

…I continue to stare,I see a rock from which I can see more,as I will be closer to the surface!

…I perch in my new viewing spot,and what do I see?
Fire? An orb perhaps?

…I stare on,and I wonder …

…What (if anything)is above?
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…As they continue to stare,a sudden overwhelming feeling overcame them,they decided (rashly?)-To take (quite literally) a leap of faith.
-As they fell,a rush of freedom (?)
breathed through them.Yet there was something else…As he fell,aside from noticing for the first time,quite calmly,surprisingly,like a euphoria,the moment before death cannot be explained!
-As to what else was felt,a belief that something else was there,was it love?It is too late now,they thought,as a strange warmth ran through them.Inexplicable yet
again,the words were not forthcoming {to the conscious mind},so incredible it was that the time was available to have these thoughts!
…It is now the moment…the moment,when I disapear…
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…I stare upto what I consider to be fire ,I raise myself,I wish to do so,and yet I dream {unconsciously} how am I
to go through the fire,to raise myself up to that which I do not know,I do not understand…I guess I wish for love …But how do I find it?’
-They (she?) pondered over this for a while,then…they found themself lifting! -Out of the safety did they feel approaching,yet they felt no fear! -Only a joyful feeling {of which they could not explain},did they experience,which pervaded their very
spirit!-The soul was filled in this way also(although they could not explain what this meant).
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When of the two of them shall meet{as is their destiny},who can say,without doubt,what will happen,as all of us are affected by love in our own unique ways?