… How many times have I reached this point in my life? How much deeper can I go? So many questions, questions which seem to have no answer, yet there obviously is one, I just have to search for it.
‘…To elucidate is so to realise feelings.’
That was all they said,but that was simply not clear enough.By that I do mean something is missing,it would seem I have to (or any other reader has to do so) fill in the ‘gaps’ to mine/our satisfaction.
Eluminate would be more my personal choice of word for that statement.But,on reflection,I am not so sure now,something is still missing.What about ‘To elucidate emotions is so as to realise the depth of one’s feelings.’ What do you think? The point I (in a roundabout way)I am driving at,is that every single individual views that sentence (or any for that matter)in their own way.
The matter mentioned of above does not necessarily have to be taken as literal of course. It could therefore, using that principle, be applied to any subject that you wish, think about that if you will, the possibilities are as endless as your imagination will allow. Thankyou for taking the time to read this.
feel free to ‘design’ my heart only if you can[in a true sense] design your own.
an opinion is not a fact,it is merely an individuals veiw on the subject at hand.
…Is it true?Freedom may be (and can be) accomplished in my lifetime.What should be a given (but,clearly is not)the oppressed,ignorant(of the hurt ‘the powers that be’ have caused[in the past]),yet innocent,good hearted people say so,and I truly mean this,for them(the young) I hope that will be the case for them.After all,why should we be oppressed?Why should it be considered ‘okay’ to not be able to express ourselves [fully] ,in short,why should our privacy be invaded?(leave aside obvious retorts please.)
Walk the ‘path’ to free yourselves,respect yourselves,in other words.
My message? -Those of youth,free yourselves,and in so doing you will free life for others.
I wish you all the best.
…Distinguish what ‘is’,from that which is.
Irrelevant words strung together?There has to be a meaning to everything,or what is use of saying it in the first place?Should I say,so as to make it clearer,there has to be a compulsion that compels us to feel the need to express ourselves using speech.
…Another beautiful blonde came into my life!-She was astounding!-How lucky was I to even be in her presence.
Is it fate?I should explain,some years ago,I split up with a blonde,to this day I will never know who is more hurt.
I must confess,I wanted to die,I loved her so much,an album (bizarrely)saved me.An album by Linkin Park -Minutes to midnight,that album (along with another which created a dichotomy)’talked’ me out of ending my life.What began (the albums I mean) as representing love,ended in a feeling of agony,which never truly left.Wherever She is (out of respect I will not name her)I will always love her,but I wish her all the best whatever She does in life.
The above relates to the girl from 2009.
As to the other girl,She could have been from yesterday (2017)-In short,I mean no disrespect,love and respect yourselves girls,you are all special.
Imagination never let my heart be free,so I may never know how that feels.caught in a ‘menagerie’ of indifference,that is how I find myself,in a state of unreality,if you like.In short,there is too much pain and anguish in this heart,dissect me,my flaws,my frailty,take away.